#2

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MCO Day - 24
WFH Day - 19

I'm starting to feel a little restless, a little loss, a little emotional and a lot tired. The best is to keep myself and my mind occupied. But I'm not sure what I want to do and even if I do know what to do, I'm just mentally and physically tired to do it too. Sleeping sounds good but once I lie down, I couldn't sleep until 2 hours later. It's so frustrating.

& so today we get confirmation from our Prime Minister that the MCO will be extended to 28 April. Oh my. When I heard it this evening, I can't help myself to sigh dejectedly. Another 2 weeks of being stuck at home (which is okay for me) and it also means another 2 weeks of WFH (noooooo). I'm so tired of this wfh. Admittedly, wfh is more tiring than working in the office. On normal days, I usually go back home by 5.00 pm. But with this wfh (this week especially), I'm still working at 5.30 pm - 6.00 pm, and some days I continue working at night. Not only that, I can't help but keep on thinking about work in my head. Man.... i miss having those boundary already. 

I think i need to reset those boundary next week. I personally feel that this no-boundary-work is affecting my mood and makes me very cranky. & coming to the end of week 3 of wfh feeling negative like this, it would be hard to survive another 2 weeks of wfh. Let's reset this!

Last week has been good to be honest. I was most of the time happy. My time was fulfilled very well indeed. Between wfh and helping around the house, babysitting my newborn nephews (2 of them!), bake some cinnamon roll and excitedly reading books. One of the best week during this MCO period, no doubt. & we desperately need to replicate this.

Now that weekend is here, what do you think we should do tomorrow? 

note: If COVID-19 was not in the picture of 2020, my bestie and I would be in Taiwan now. I miss travelling already!!


Yours Truly,
JM

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